I am back! Please refrain from throwing tomatoes...

I realize it has been a long time since my last post and I apologize for that. I would like to say that my hate for today's society sufocated me to the point of not wanting to share my thoughts with the world. True, I would like to say that but I can not for it would be as lie. A lie that would just make my nose bigger and I don't think the shallow part of me would enjoy that too much. I had just lost all interest in my writing(that includes my blog) and I would like to tell you why but I don't know why, myself. So, lets just start all over again....My new pen name is Madame de Mot and I am a teenage girl of the human kind. I will be a senior this year and I may add I am scared as Louie the sixteenth getting crowned. Okay okay maybe not that scared but frightened none the less. Though I guess it is to be expected because this is where my life truely begins. I don't feel ready but really who ever does. Anyways I want to move on from that subject or I may never shut it. This year I have changed, no more the summer has changed me. I have to started to attend church again, became more spiritual, some what more confident, and I think I may even matured a bit. I think life may finally be getting good except for one of my best friends has lately ditched me for a boy. I have went to several different people for advice and the answers have been pretty equal in quality but hey thats how high school works, right? You win some, you lose some. The saying, I guess also applies to friendships. I will cherish the memories we made but that is exactly what they are, sadly. Just memories. Life can be so confusing sometimes but that just comes with the territory. Well I am back in buisness for the moment but for now I am signing off. Good night loves!