Head up in the clouds

I like to think of myself as a free spirited person and a bit of a dreamer. My head is constantly stuck up in the clouds. Imagination has not disappeared with age but it has increased. I love to have fun and do spontaneous things. I am the kind of person who loves to try new things and take risks. Its such a rush to do something that I have never done before. I do not want to be one of those people who looks back on their life and says I wish I had done more. I want to always change things up and meet every goal that I set for myself. Life is way too exciting for me to just let it pass me by. I know you are probably wondering why I am telling you all of this for and what other reason is there besides a boy. Hey did I forget I was somewhat of a romantic too? Ha ha. Anyways of course God thought it would be funny to make the only guy that I am attracted to at the moment completely and utterly afraid of change? Ironic, huh? The guy makes a big deal if he has a different chair and is with someone he admits to not liking. Everything about him infuriates me but I always find myself drawn to him again in some way. I think its God punishment me for whatever I might have done wrong in the past couple of years. Ack, what a sick sense of humor...Anyways since we are on the subject of free spirited, little ole' me. I thought I would list a few of the things I have done and still wish to do.

I have done:
1. I have lied in the middle of the road at night.
2. I have walked bare foot through the snow to feel it squish between my toes.
3. Been in two places at once.
4. Welcomed Spring with poetry and candlelight.
5. Conducted a moon ritual with a little touch of Christianity.
6. Read a book sitting upside down in a chair.
7. Rode front seat on every thrilling ride at Kings Island.
8. Walked the same road everyday for 12 years.
9. Climbed to the top of a thirty foot tree.
10. Went out in a canoe at sunset.
11. Walked out into a lake at the beginning of winter up to my knees.
12. Had an imaginary friend when I was younger.
13. Snuck out to a concert.
14. Snuck out to a movie and was caught.
15. Kissed in the rain.
16. Imagined I could travel back in time.

Thing I still wish to do:
1. Fly
2. See the Mona Lisa.
3. Touch a castle wall.
4. Experience a whirlwind romance.
5. Write a novel.
6. Inspire someone.
7. Love someone.
8. Continue with my art and theatre in my free time.
9. Keep at least four friends from high school.
10. Walk barefoot on Ireland's lush grass at dawn to feel the dew.
11. Talk fluently in more than one language.
12. Visit Edgar Allen Poe's grave.
13. Find out who my dad's father is and the identity of my gram's parents.
14. To have kids one day.
15. Live to an old age.
16. Feel the rain on my face in England.

There is so much that I want to do and can't wait. Later poppets!

HAha! Why does Hollywood even try anymore?

Okay so I have watched the two movies that made millions a couple of weeks ago, I think. Yes I am talking about Four Christmases and Twilight. Four Christmases wasn't completely horrible. I mean the movie had great actors but it just wasn't amazing and I definitely don't plan on watching it again. Twilight on the other hand is a total different story. I have never laughed so much in my entire life and it is supposed to be a drama. The acting was terrible! The Cullens instead of being beautiful and alluring as described in the book are repulsive and far from being anyone I would be attracted to. The so called pale skin made them look like they were antsy for their next heroin shot. Oh and do not get me started on Jacob and Jasper's hair. Everytime I looked at them I wanted to gag. Taylor Lautner aka Jacob Black's hair was way too long and just made hime look like a drowned rat. Jackson Rathbone aka Jasper Cullen's bleached blonde hair looked unwashed and didn't match his eye brows not to mention it resembled a wig. I mean since when do ancient vampires bleach their hair? Oh and Edward's blazing red ears? Since when do vampires have blood? The make-up people couldn't powder his ears too? The montages sucked and how cheesy was the scene where the Cullens first ran into James. Oh I am going to stop now or I may start rolling with laughter again. Haha just wanted to vent kiddles. Later!

Christmas Past!

Oh it was fun while it lasted but now the Christmas season has officially ended and I already miss it. I did have a good Christmas though and I hope all of did as well. Anyways Bon Voyage Ol' Saint Nick and oh yeah later kiddles!

Yum yum! Absolutely delicious!

I love the two Coreys. Why wasn't I an 80s kid? They are so hot! I would marry them both if one wasn't already married and the other is...well Corey Haim. Ha ha anyways you should go check out the movies from when they were on top aka The Lost Boys, Dream a Little Dream, and catch Corey Feldman in The Goonies.

Hair Cut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gues who is excited?! Beb is excited! Why? Uh because I am getting my hair cut and getting some low lights!!!! Yay! Yada yada...I know you guessed from the title but I still wanted to say it because I AM EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Later kiddles!

Beb, what book have you buried your nose in this week?

This week I am busy with What Dreams May Come by Richard Matheson and The Eyre Affair by Jasper Fforde. What Dreams May Come is about a man who is dealing with life after death. It is amazing how Matheson describes the world that the main character, Chris Nielson enters after he dies. I feel like when I read that I can feel the emotions that Chris is going through and see the same beautiful, vivid images that he does. Richard Matheson really outdid his self with this novel. Moving on to the Eyre Affair. The character Thursday Next is a special operative in literary detection. She lives in world where the books literally come to life. but characters are being kidnapped. Thursday gets down to business after Jane Eyre is kidnapped. Its an interesting book and I always love when literature comes to life. I have read other books like this and one in particular that I loved was called Wuthering High by Cara Lockwood. I definitely recommend each book that I mentioned in this post. Later poppets!

Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells! I love Christmas smells!

My family and I are preparing for Christmas and I can't wait! We have the secret santas already for Christmas Eve and the house ready for Christmas. I'm already baking too! My nephew and I whisked up a batch of sugar cookies then my mom, Miranda, and I made homemade pumpkin pie(and I don't mean from the can but real pumpkin)! I even painted a 7 foot by 6 foot Santa's workshop for our yard and I am quite proud of my work. I love everything about Christmas! It always makes me happy. I plan on getting some of my old toys together for kids who are less fortunate and volunteering. I think everyone should think about trying to help someone else this Christmas because not only are you helping bring cheer to another person but you will get a certain joy out of it too. Well Happy Holidays, kiddles!