Head up in the clouds

I like to think of myself as a free spirited person and a bit of a dreamer. My head is constantly stuck up in the clouds. Imagination has not disappeared with age but it has increased. I love to have fun and do spontaneous things. I am the kind of person who loves to try new things and take risks. Its such a rush to do something that I have never done before. I do not want to be one of those people who looks back on their life and says I wish I had done more. I want to always change things up and meet every goal that I set for myself. Life is way too exciting for me to just let it pass me by. I know you are probably wondering why I am telling you all of this for and what other reason is there besides a boy. Hey did I forget I was somewhat of a romantic too? Ha ha. Anyways of course God thought it would be funny to make the only guy that I am attracted to at the moment completely and utterly afraid of change? Ironic, huh? The guy makes a big deal if he has a different chair and is with someone he admits to not liking. Everything about him infuriates me but I always find myself drawn to him again in some way. I think its God punishment me for whatever I might have done wrong in the past couple of years. Ack, what a sick sense of humor...Anyways since we are on the subject of free spirited, little ole' me. I thought I would list a few of the things I have done and still wish to do.

I have done:
1. I have lied in the middle of the road at night.
2. I have walked bare foot through the snow to feel it squish between my toes.
3. Been in two places at once.
4. Welcomed Spring with poetry and candlelight.
5. Conducted a moon ritual with a little touch of Christianity.
6. Read a book sitting upside down in a chair.
7. Rode front seat on every thrilling ride at Kings Island.
8. Walked the same road everyday for 12 years.
9. Climbed to the top of a thirty foot tree.
10. Went out in a canoe at sunset.
11. Walked out into a lake at the beginning of winter up to my knees.
12. Had an imaginary friend when I was younger.
13. Snuck out to a concert.
14. Snuck out to a movie and was caught.
15. Kissed in the rain.
16. Imagined I could travel back in time.

Thing I still wish to do:
1. Fly
2. See the Mona Lisa.
3. Touch a castle wall.
4. Experience a whirlwind romance.
5. Write a novel.
6. Inspire someone.
7. Love someone.
8. Continue with my art and theatre in my free time.
9. Keep at least four friends from high school.
10. Walk barefoot on Ireland's lush grass at dawn to feel the dew.
11. Talk fluently in more than one language.
12. Visit Edgar Allen Poe's grave.
13. Find out who my dad's father is and the identity of my gram's parents.
14. To have kids one day.
15. Live to an old age.
16. Feel the rain on my face in England.

There is so much that I want to do and can't wait. Later poppets!