Oscar Wilde

I love Oscar Wilde's style of writing. If you ever have any extra time you need to read one of his books or plays. He is hilarious and quite refreshing, modern style. His stories filled with paradox, sarcasm, and irony that have you rolling. I am reading The Picture of Dorian Gray right now. I love it. He has such and interesting wit in his character's dialouge. I find Lord Henry's ideas to be quite true and really insightful. So far I feel that Dorian Gray is a spoiled brat but hey we will see. If you want to check out his plays. I reccomend An Ideal Huaband and The Importance of Being Earnest. Oscar Wilde was a literary genius. I would so marry him if he was still alive and didn't like little boys.

Reject, Refusal, Repress.

Rejection is to refuse to have, take, or recognize. Something I am very familiar with in life. I know I am not a golden child or very nice. I am sarcastic, pushy, and down right mean sometimes but I can't help it. They are defense mechanisms and its really hard to change. I have been rejected by my sister, mother, and recently the guy that I had been crushing on throughout high school. It was really hard to hear yet another person I loved/liked didn't want me. I guess I don't really blame people because I admit that I hide behind a huge wall and tend to push people away. When I realize I am getting too close I push the person away.Its something that I need to work on this year. I know this is totally cliche but I am still lost. I have know idea who I am. People are supposed to know who they are when they start life and I haven't the slightest idea. I am a nobody and if I don't try then I am doomed to be a nobody forever. Wish me luck. Heh.