Hmm....

So I have been trying to figure out what to say since my last post because my world has slowly started to crumble around me since then. Everyone keeps on telling me that nobody cares for me and my already low self esteem is just eating it up. Even my own mother told me that my family has nothing to do with me and wants to pack up for Rhode Island to follow her dumb ass, abusive boyfriend. What kind of mother picks a man over her child? A bad one. She is selfish and only thinks of herself. I hate risking the chance of sounding like a steriotypical high school senior but I can't wait to move. Even if it is to my dad, sister, or cousin's house. As long as it isn't under my mother's roof. I am sick and tired of not being to do anything right in her eyes. I am too sarcastic, fat, not happy enough, too loud, not a lady, can't clean, and the other blah. I am tired of having to be the responsible and sensible one in the house. I clean up their messes all the time but not for much longer because I am almost 18 and can't wait. Sorry to vent.