The Lone Ranger

Why is it that when you feel lonely that you think your ex? It is completely gross and makes my stomach churn but we all do it. I say we do it because they were the last person to give us that kind of attention and we feel vulnerable. I will admit that I feel a little impatient about being with someone today. I think its gross to feel this way because I feel that I have a certain dependency on someone loving me. Anyways it happens to the best of us. My best friend feels just as bad about this particular subject because she has been thinking about her horrible ex lately. I told her its because she saw him recently and she feels lonely right now. It doesn't mean that she likes him again but that she needs someone to fill that void and he was the last person to have feelings for her. The same thing happened to me after my crush rejected me. I began to think about my ex again but I have no romantic feelings for him. So do not sell yourself short. Its just hard to find someone. I don't know. Sorry I have been thinking about this a lot lately.