I am back! Please refrain from throwing tomatoes...

I realize it has been a long time since my last post and I apologize for that. I would like to say that my hate for today's society sufocated me to the point of not wanting to share my thoughts with the world. True, I would like to say that but I can not for it would be as lie. A lie that would just make my nose bigger and I don't think the shallow part of me would enjoy that too much. I had just lost all interest in my writing(that includes my blog) and I would like to tell you why but I don't know why, myself. So, lets just start all over again....My new pen name is Madame de Mot and I am a teenage girl of the human kind. I will be a senior this year and I may add I am scared as Louie the sixteenth getting crowned. Okay okay maybe not that scared but frightened none the less. Though I guess it is to be expected because this is where my life truely begins. I don't feel ready but really who ever does. Anyways I want to move on from that subject or I may never shut it. This year I have changed, no more the summer has changed me. I have to started to attend church again, became more spiritual, some what more confident, and I think I may even matured a bit. I think life may finally be getting good except for one of my best friends has lately ditched me for a boy. I have went to several different people for advice and the answers have been pretty equal in quality but hey thats how high school works, right? You win some, you lose some. The saying, I guess also applies to friendships. I will cherish the memories we made but that is exactly what they are, sadly. Just memories. Life can be so confusing sometimes but that just comes with the territory. Well I am back in buisness for the moment but for now I am signing off. Good night loves!

Dabbling in the Occult!

YaY for Spring rites! I welcomed Spring last night by doing the spring rites like the sisters in "I Capture the Castle" wtih my friend. We put all of my candles in a circle, burned our deep dark secrets in the middle, and read peotry. We had a blast and plan on doing it again next year with a bonfire instead. I recomend you to thank the great mother nature next year too. Its fun with friends and very spiritual. Well later poppets!

Fun with Decopage! YaY!

My mommy introduced me to decopage and it is amazing! I want to do another box. The one to the left is the first one that I have ever done! I added Jane Austen on the top, my old sweeney todd movie ticket, a ticket from when I went to Music Hall, and a bunch of cute vintage things. Seriously, it is so much fun and I think anyone who reads this should go out and get soe stuff to decopage. Yay yay yay! Well I hope you like my box because I know I do. Woot! Woot! Later gator!

He's alive! Bwahahahaha!

In the picture to the left you will see my lovely cat, Tom, modeling my first knitting project that I have come to know as Oscar. This project took me aproximately way more time than it should have but I have finally finished it. I am happy and can't wait for my friend to teach me the rest of her knitting ways now! YaY! Don't you love that feeling of accomplishment? I sure do! Woot! Woot! Later kool kats!

Artworks yo!

It's a program where local teens can make money for doing the things they love. I want to do it for their creative writing part and hope I get the job so bad. I have already printed out the application and filled out! I want it so bad! Wish me luck! It was funny I told my mom about it and she already knew of the program and she was so excited for me until she found out I was doing it for the writing not the actual art like painting. Her face literally dropped like ten inches but then she explained that she was just hoping that I wanted to do the thing that she would have at my age if she had the oppurtunity then. I told her writing was my passion and thats what I intend to do and then she was okay with my descision. I can't wait for the interview! Well, see you after while crocodile!

YaY for Arthur Live!

I went to see Arthur live with my sister and my nephew. We were lost for two hours or so but when we finally got there we started to enjoy ourselves. I had even seen the episode of Arthur they had put on and it was pretty good for a kids show. I actually found myself singing and clapping along after awhile. I love to watch plays no matter for what audience they are intended for. Anyways now I sit at home and wait for my mother to bring me to one of my best friend's birthday party and I hope she hurries up!!! Later my starlets!

Research papers are a biatch!

I hate research papers! I love learning some of the new and interesting things but it can take so dog gone long to find some of the information. I am writing a paper on the poem "The Lady of Shalott" and do not get me wrong the piece is my favorite. The reason I want to pull my hair out is its hard to find the reviews on the poem when it first came out and some things about Lord Alfred Tennyson. I have looked at so many different pages about him that I could be his walking, talking biography by now! Ack! I'm sorry about my little outburst but I was stressing and I needed to vent. Good day to you ladies and gents!