Stuck in Hell!

So our schedule is screwed up because exams. I should be out of here by 12 but nooooo. They had to put eigth bell in the middle of the day and thats early dismissal. Poo! Plus we have Dragon lady aka rude sub lady watching over us and she was reading my blog! Then she had the nerve to diss blogging! Oh did I mention you can't access any good websites at this school. Ack save me! Later kiddles!

Oh, I am Slain! For it is the week of exams! Also saying goodbye to a friend.

Please save me! I will be studying my butt off this week! Especially for my AP Euro class because my grade is in dire need of a boost. Oh poo, I can not wait for this week to be over with and it has not even started yet. Though I will miss a teacher that is leaving this week. My English teacher is moving to another state. I find it funny you don't even realize how much a person has impacted your life until they leave. I was so set on hating the man because being the naive person that I was I believed the rumors. He ended up surprising me with the way he cares about his students and actually making me laugh at times. He helped me through an important time in my life and he probably doesn't even know it. Anyways, later kiddles.

I lost my area conference virginity! *that sounds wrong*

Well my school hosted area conference this year. It was not as cool as I had hoped it would be. I did learn how to do some cool make up stuff though and saw a few good performances. Lasalle High School performed a few songs from Damn Yankees and Beaver Creek performed Shakespeare Abridged which never fails at making me laugh. The 3 guys who did it were amazing and really nice. I just felt I would come from the conference with a few friends instead I felt I should do them a favor by unlodging the sticks from their asses. Anyways I can not wait for state conference. Hope its better than area! Later kiddles!

Back to Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so excited that I get to go back to school on Monday to start classes again, stress out until I want to off myself, and see everyone's cheery faces again. Not! Listen to nobody when they say high school is the greates expierence of your life because in al reality it sucks.I hate the people! I hate the school! I hate the homework and tests! I hate the pressure and stress! I am so glad my four years of purgatory are finally coming to an end. I hate to be cynnicalbut no wait who am I kidding I don't hate it. Anyways think of graduating high school as comparison to a prisoner getting out for good behavior but still lucky enough to be stuck with that annoying probation officer. Thats how I like to think of it! Later kiddles! Wish me luck in Hell on Monday!

Goodbye 2008!

My 2008:

-Started a blog!
-Mourned an amazing actor, Heath Ledger.
-Found a love for 21 Jumpstreet.
-Started my youtube account.
-Lost a friend and got her back in the same week.
-Raced old marimba carts.
-Went to my first concert then another.
-Watched 2 shows at the Aronoff.
-Finished my first knitting project.
-Went to Florida.
-Welcomed Spring in a Capture the Castle kind of way.
-Fell in love with...Richard Armitage. Haha I had you going there for a second.
-Went to the release party of Breaking Dawn.
-Started a dream journal.
-Joined Thespians.
-Started my senior year.
-Moved into my dad's house.
-Figured out my major.
-Decorated the house for Christmas.
-and blah blah!

Welcome 2009!

I am so happy this year has finally came. I turn 18 and leave behind the horrid expierence that people refer to as high school. I just wanted to wish every one a happy new years! Later kiddles!

Head up in the clouds

I like to think of myself as a free spirited person and a bit of a dreamer. My head is constantly stuck up in the clouds. Imagination has not disappeared with age but it has increased. I love to have fun and do spontaneous things. I am the kind of person who loves to try new things and take risks. Its such a rush to do something that I have never done before. I do not want to be one of those people who looks back on their life and says I wish I had done more. I want to always change things up and meet every goal that I set for myself. Life is way too exciting for me to just let it pass me by. I know you are probably wondering why I am telling you all of this for and what other reason is there besides a boy. Hey did I forget I was somewhat of a romantic too? Ha ha. Anyways of course God thought it would be funny to make the only guy that I am attracted to at the moment completely and utterly afraid of change? Ironic, huh? The guy makes a big deal if he has a different chair and is with someone he admits to not liking. Everything about him infuriates me but I always find myself drawn to him again in some way. I think its God punishment me for whatever I might have done wrong in the past couple of years. Ack, what a sick sense of humor...Anyways since we are on the subject of free spirited, little ole' me. I thought I would list a few of the things I have done and still wish to do.

I have done:
1. I have lied in the middle of the road at night.
2. I have walked bare foot through the snow to feel it squish between my toes.
3. Been in two places at once.
4. Welcomed Spring with poetry and candlelight.
5. Conducted a moon ritual with a little touch of Christianity.
6. Read a book sitting upside down in a chair.
7. Rode front seat on every thrilling ride at Kings Island.
8. Walked the same road everyday for 12 years.
9. Climbed to the top of a thirty foot tree.
10. Went out in a canoe at sunset.
11. Walked out into a lake at the beginning of winter up to my knees.
12. Had an imaginary friend when I was younger.
13. Snuck out to a concert.
14. Snuck out to a movie and was caught.
15. Kissed in the rain.
16. Imagined I could travel back in time.

Thing I still wish to do:
1. Fly
2. See the Mona Lisa.
3. Touch a castle wall.
4. Experience a whirlwind romance.
5. Write a novel.
6. Inspire someone.
7. Love someone.
8. Continue with my art and theatre in my free time.
9. Keep at least four friends from high school.
10. Walk barefoot on Ireland's lush grass at dawn to feel the dew.
11. Talk fluently in more than one language.
12. Visit Edgar Allen Poe's grave.
13. Find out who my dad's father is and the identity of my gram's parents.
14. To have kids one day.
15. Live to an old age.
16. Feel the rain on my face in England.

There is so much that I want to do and can't wait. Later poppets!